1
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[dramatic music]

2
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*

3
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(Sam)
It's really easy, in this type of environment,

4
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to just become
your own worst enemy.

5
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(Dustin)
I'm so frustrated by not performing better yet.

6
00:00:28,262 --> 00:00:29,263
[bleep].

7
00:00:29,297 --> 00:00:30,864
[groaning]

8
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(Brant)
The solitude, it's driving me insane.

9
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I think I'm too far gone.

10
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I'm tapping out;
I'm done.

11
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I will not spend
another night in there.

12
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(Alan)
This has been the longest day since I've been here,

13
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and I think they'll
probably get longer.

14
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You spend a lot of time
alone in the wilderness,

15
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you better like yourself.

16
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(Mitch)
Pretty sure I just saw a cougar about ten feet by my front door.

17
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I could hear it out there.

18
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If I die tonight,
I just want my wife

19
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and my daughter to know
that I think of them every day.

20
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(Brant)
This is gonna be a bitch.

21
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(Chris)
We have to film it, and we're totally alone.

22
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(Dustin)
Nobody knows what it's like here

23
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except for the ten guys out here
doing it.

24
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Time to get shelter.

25
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(Dustin)
There's nobody here but me.

26
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(Lucas)
It's just so hard doing this alone.

27
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(Josh)
I'ared to death right now.

28
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(Alan)
I feel like I'm starving.

29
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[wolf howls]

30
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[animal growling]

31
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(Mitch)
Pretty sure I just saw a cougar.

32
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(Wayne)
Oh, [bleep].

33
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(man)
The last man standing wins $500,000.

34
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I don't want to go home.
I want to win.

35
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(Wayne)
This is the chance in a lifetime,

36
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but it's not worth dying over.

37
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*

38
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(Mitch)
Definitely the biggest fish I ever caught.

39
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Time to dig in.

40
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Mmm.

41
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[fire crackling]

42
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[bleep].

43
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Pretty sure I just saw a cougar
about ten feet

44
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from my front door.

45
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Two bright flashing eyes.

46
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hit its facit moved really fast

47
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out of the way,
silently.

48
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I could hear it out there.

49
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I have a flare in my hand,
and I have my knife.

50
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Everything is buttoned up,
and I'm gonna try

51
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to get some sleep.

52
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We'll see what happens.

53
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This whole cougar ordeal
has been really stressful.

54
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It could sneak up and be
within two feet of me

55
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if it goes on
my side walls or my door.

56
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I won't even know.

57
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It was literally
about 10 to 12 feet

58
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from my tent.

59
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Got my bear spray
in front of me.

60
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I don't want to use it
in these close quarters,

61
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but I don't want
to die tonight, either.

62
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[fire crackling]

63
00:03:03,251 --> 00:03:05,553
[tree branch snaps]

64
00:03:05,586 --> 00:03:07,655
I could hear it there.

65
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Everything I've read about them

66
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is that if they decide
to fight you,

67
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you have to basically fight
to the death.

68
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Hope he decides to leave.

69
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[sleeping bag zips]

70
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*

71
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[insects chirping]

72
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Last night was
the longest night I've had here.

73
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I had a hard time sleeping.

74
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I'm sitting here in my shelter.

75
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All my stuff is still outside.

76
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I want to build
a nicer shelter eventually.

77
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Then I don't have to worry
about cougars, like, just

78
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walking up on my tent ten feet
from where I'm sleeping.

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I haven't seen
that cougar ag

80
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but I think I'm just gonna
hang out here for a bit,

81
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work on my shelter a little bit.

82
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[ax chopping]

83
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*

84
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(Dustin)
Check, baby.

85
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Well, it's another
beautiful day.

86
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I didn't do anything
too stupid so far.

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I feel good.

88
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I mean, it's a beautiful place.

89
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It's not like
any place I've been.

90
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I might be the first one out,
or I might be the last one out.

91
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No one knows yet, but...

92
00:05:00,968 --> 00:05:03,003
I will never forget
these moments.

93
00:05:03,036 --> 00:05:06,139
This is what life is about.

94
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I watched a sea otter crac
mussels on his stomach.

95
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I've never seen that before.

96
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That stuff is just perfect.

97
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It's just downright beautiful
today.

98
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Sun, blue skies, flat water--

99
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perfect day in the perfect spot.

100
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My goal is to push
my own limits.

101
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That could be good and bad.

102
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You can really find yourself,

103
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or you could really think
of reasons to leave.

104
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It's gonna be
an interesting experiment.

105
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The amount of stuff
that comes in on this beach

106
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with high tide is unbelievable.

107
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There's cords and cords
of driftwood.

108
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Watch your toes,
big boy.

109
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It's just a matter
of processing it down

110
00:06:01,495 --> 00:06:03,263
and finding a way
to keep it pretty dry

111
00:06:03,296 --> 00:06:06,534
and keep it up out of the water.

112
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otter's still out
in the cove getting fat.

113
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I know it's a competition
with a lot of money at stake.

114
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It's life-changing money,
but I can't be out here

115
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thinking about that.

116
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I have to be out here living
in the moment,

117
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doing what I need to do
to become

118
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part of this landscape--

119
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not in the competition
or as a television personality

120
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but to thrive here
for as long as I can.

121
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Here's a frickin' pallet.

122
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Unbelievable.

123
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That's a wooden pallet.

124
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I just found the front porch
for my shelter.

125
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Jackpot.

126
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*

127
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(Lucas)
A lot of today is just reevaluating, reassessing,

128
00:07:07,861 --> 00:07:11,098
forgiving myself for maybe,
making decisions

129
00:07:11,131 --> 00:07:14,668
that maybe aren't the best.

130
00:07:14,702 --> 00:07:17,137
I definitely lucked out
on my site.

131
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This place is unbelievable.

132
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And there's an island out there.

133
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I can't wait to get to it.

134
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I'm gonna let you in
on a little secret:

135
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I hope to build a boat
and to be able

136
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to do some fishing.

137
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*

138
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[saw grinding]

139
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(Alan)
I know we've got some weather moving in,

140
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and there's water
to be purified,

141
00:07:38,325 --> 00:07:41,662
so I'm trying to stay ahead
of the game on wood,

142
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get it before it starts raining.

143
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[saw grinding]

144
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*

145
00:07:52,072 --> 00:07:55,475
[wind whooshing]

146
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This storm is coming in
pretty quick.

147
00:07:59,312 --> 00:08:02,550
Man, the sky looks evil.

148
00:08:02,583 --> 00:08:05,218
Holy cow.
My shelter is whipping around.

149
00:08:05,252 --> 00:08:06,286
[wind whistling]

150
00:08:06,319 --> 00:08:08,355
tarp, at least.

151
00:08:08,388 --> 00:08:10,958
Shelter's pretty solid.

152
00:08:10,991 --> 00:08:12,359
I'm gonna go ahead
and hunker down.

153
00:08:12,392 --> 00:08:14,494
The temperature's dropping.
Oh, man.

154
00:08:14,528 --> 00:08:17,631
Yeah, it's definitely time
to hunker down.

155
00:08:17,665 --> 00:08:23,203
*

156
00:08:23,236 --> 00:08:24,605
[saw grinding]

157
00:08:24,638 --> 00:08:28,576
So today is firewood production
and battening down the hatches.

158
00:08:28,609 --> 00:08:33,647
It's already starting to rain
just little drops.

159
00:08:33,681 --> 00:08:35,282
I'm just gonna chop up
this whole tree

160
00:08:35,315 --> 00:08:38,518
and just stack up some firewood.

161
00:08:38,552 --> 00:08:40,921
I don't want to be caught
with my pants down.

162
00:08:40,954 --> 00:08:50,831
*

163
00:08:50,864 --> 00:08:55,669
Absolutely miserable weather,
and I'm dragging this thing

164
00:08:55,703 --> 00:08:57,470
back to camp,

165
00:08:57,504 --> 00:09:00,540
trying to, without carving--

166
00:09:00,574 --> 00:09:03,577
breaking it up
into a lot of pieces.

167
00:09:03,611 --> 00:09:07,514
One hand for the limb;
one hand for me saw.

168
00:09:07,547 --> 00:09:11,885
[wind whistling]

169
00:09:11,919 --> 00:09:14,021
I'm feeling cranky today.

170
00:09:18,626 --> 00:09:22,029
[sniffles]
Ah.

171
00:09:22,062 --> 00:09:25,198
Been in a pretty good mood
since I got here

172
00:09:25,232 --> 00:09:30,738
but not so much today.

173
00:09:30,771 --> 00:09:34,074
Kind of over the weather
for right now.

174
00:09:34,107 --> 00:09:39,813
*

175
00:09:39,847 --> 00:09:44,584
[waves crashing]

176
00:09:44,618 --> 00:09:47,054
It's blowing pretty hard
down here on the beach.

177
00:09:47,087 --> 00:09:51,458
I think I'm gonna go back up
into the bush and--

178
00:09:51,491 --> 00:09:53,593
I don't know--
the way this wind's blowing,

179
00:09:53,627 --> 00:09:56,864
just lay around
in the shelter and rest.

180
00:09:56,897 --> 00:09:58,531
It's just howling.

181
00:09:58,565 --> 00:10:03,003
I can't imagine
how fire is gonna last up here

182
00:10:03,036 --> 00:10:07,207
and not blow all around
and burn a ton of material.

183
00:10:07,240 --> 00:10:10,443
Yeah, I'm just gonna go--go up
and batten down the hatches

184
00:10:10,477 --> 00:10:12,913
and ride this storm out.

185
00:10:12,946 --> 00:10:14,948
[wind whooshing]

186
00:10:14,982 --> 00:10:16,049
This is no joke.

187
00:10:16,083 --> 00:10:20,353
This is gale force--
gale force stuff.

188
00:10:20,387 --> 00:10:22,122
[wind whooshing]

189
00:10:22,155 --> 00:10:26,126
You can see I'm just surrounded
by trees,

190
00:10:26,159 --> 00:10:29,329
and I've heard three fall
and one crack,

191
00:10:29,362 --> 00:10:32,232
and that's just since
this storm started.

192
00:10:32,265 --> 00:10:36,636
This tree here is
about 18 inches in diameter,

193
00:10:36,670 --> 00:10:39,773
and it's swaying three,
four feet at the top,

194
00:10:39,807 --> 00:10:42,175
just back and forth,
and the wind is just blowing

195
00:10:42,209 --> 00:10:44,077
straight towards me.

196
00:10:44,111 --> 00:10:47,948
*

197
00:10:47,981 --> 00:10:53,386
This is not a time
to be in a forest like this.

198
00:10:53,420 --> 00:10:56,523
I mean, it's just
a debris field everywhere here.

199
00:10:56,556 --> 00:10:59,559
I mean, it's bad.

200
00:10:59,592 --> 00:11:02,329
It's bad.

201
00:11:02,362 --> 00:11:04,798
You know, it's one thing
to sit inside your shelter

202
00:11:04,832 --> 00:11:06,599
on a down day,
and, you know,

203
00:11:06,633 --> 00:11:08,068
I've been ramblind rambling

204
00:11:08,101 --> 00:11:13,440
about home and everything,
but...

205
00:11:13,473 --> 00:11:16,676
maybe that's--
maybe that's just a way

206
00:11:16,710 --> 00:11:19,847
of me rationalizing that I'm--
I am afraid.

207
00:11:19,880 --> 00:11:21,014
[wind whistling]

208
00:11:21,048 --> 00:11:22,750
It's unbelievable.

209
00:11:22,783 --> 00:11:25,452
Here comes the wind again.
[BLLEP].

210
00:11:25,485 --> 00:11:27,420
[branches creaking]

211
00:11:30,991 --> 00:11:33,994
[dramatic music]

212
00:11:34,027 --> 00:11:41,969
*

213
00:11:48,041 --> 00:11:50,243
[wind whooshing]

214
00:11:50,277 --> 00:11:58,218
*

215
00:12:02,422 --> 00:12:04,657
(Alan)
Houston, this ain't good.

216
00:12:04,691 --> 00:12:06,626
I do not like this.

217
00:12:06,659 --> 00:12:08,461
Rain is just now starting
pick up

218
00:12:08,495 --> 00:12:10,931
as soon as I got down here.

219
00:12:10,964 --> 00:12:13,834
Back to camp.

220
00:12:13,867 --> 00:12:23,543
*

221
00:12:23,576 --> 00:12:27,547
(Sam)
The weather has really taken a turn for the worse.

222
00:12:27,580 --> 00:12:31,218
Had to go outside
and tie everything down.

223
00:12:31,251 --> 00:12:33,320
Man, if it weren't
for this big solid base

224
00:12:33,353 --> 00:12:37,424
on this shelter,
it'd just be gone.

225
00:12:37,457 --> 00:12:39,860
Not what I was expecting
for today.

226
00:12:39,893 --> 00:12:43,163
We probably won't make it out
to get crabs.

227
00:12:43,196 --> 00:12:46,399
The tide has
just barely gone down.

228
00:12:46,433 --> 00:12:49,036
We're just gonna have
to hunker down through this one.

229
00:12:49,069 --> 00:12:52,039
[rain pattering]

230
00:12:52,072 --> 00:12:56,844
[wind whistling]

231
00:12:56,877 --> 00:12:59,913
(Mitch)
There's a storm coming, because the rain is picking up,

232
00:12:59,947 --> 00:13:01,548
and it's getting colder as well.

233
00:13:01,581 --> 00:13:03,450
That's another sign
there's a storm coming.

234
00:13:03,483 --> 00:13:04,651
And it's coming quick.

235
00:13:04,684 --> 00:13:06,553
It's gonna be here
in maybe an hour or two

236
00:13:06,586 --> 00:13:09,222
at the most.

237
00:13:09,256 --> 00:13:11,324
IIt's just raining
in constantly here. two

238
00:13:11,358 --> 00:13:13,593
*

239
00:13:13,626 --> 00:13:15,896
[waves crashing]

240
00:13:15,929 --> 00:13:23,871
*

241
00:13:30,410 --> 00:13:34,147
I mean, it is just howling.

242
00:13:36,749 --> 00:13:38,718
Makes me feel a little insecure
about my shelter,

243
00:13:38,751 --> 00:13:40,620
I'll tell you that.

244
00:13:40,653 --> 00:13:45,125
I'm sure some people
are thriving here,

245
00:13:45,158 --> 00:13:50,797
but for me, this is way out
of my area of expertise.

246
00:13:50,830 --> 00:13:53,600
I am scared of these conditions,

247
00:13:53,633 --> 00:13:56,103
because this is dangerous.

248
00:13:58,805 --> 00:14:01,041
It's gonna get colder
and wetter,

249
00:14:01,074 --> 00:14:05,145
and the storms are gonna come
more frequently as time goes on.

250
00:14:05,178 --> 00:14:07,547
There's nobody here to help me.

251
00:14:07,580 --> 00:14:11,919
There's nobody here
to tell me what to do.

252
00:14:11,952 --> 00:14:15,222
There's nobody here
to give me advice.

253
00:14:15,255 --> 00:14:17,524
I just hope I make it
through the night.

254
00:14:17,557 --> 00:14:20,727
[waves crashing]

255
00:14:20,760 --> 00:14:28,701
*

256
00:14:32,072 --> 00:14:36,576
[wind whistling]

257
00:14:36,609 --> 00:14:38,411
(Lucas)
It's getting bad out there, guys.

258
00:14:38,445 --> 00:14:41,148
This is the worst one yet.

259
00:14:41,181 --> 00:14:44,184
It's rainy and very windy out.

260
00:14:44,217 --> 00:14:46,586
It's blowing harder than I've--

261
00:14:46,619 --> 00:14:48,922
today than I've seen it get.

262
00:14:48,956 --> 00:14:51,124
Just about as bad as it gets.

263
00:14:51,158 --> 00:14:54,494
The wind's probably blowing,
like, 40, 50 mile an hour

264
00:14:54,527 --> 00:14:56,229
through the trees,
at least.

265
00:14:56,263 --> 00:14:58,932
Then it hits the treetops,
and you just hear it, like--

266
00:14:58,966 --> 00:15:01,301
the trees just going, "Rrrow."

267
00:15:01,334 --> 00:15:03,336
Trees are just collapsing.

268
00:15:03,370 --> 00:15:05,238
I'm hearing trees drop.

269
00:15:05,272 --> 00:15:09,409
Just things are falling
all over the forest.

270
00:15:09,442 --> 00:15:10,743
I'm tired.
I just want to go to bed.

271
00:15:10,777 --> 00:15:12,779
But sometimes you got
to man the ship,

272
00:15:12,812 --> 00:15:16,849
make sure this place
doesn't blow apart.

273
00:15:16,883 --> 00:15:18,952
It's just built
out of sticks and rope.

274
00:15:18,986 --> 00:15:21,021
It's intense.

275
00:15:21,054 --> 00:15:27,160
*

276
00:15:27,194 --> 00:15:30,097
[rain pattering]

277
00:15:30,130 --> 00:15:31,965
(Sam)
This is nuts.

278
00:15:31,999 --> 00:15:35,969
[thunder booming]

279
00:15:36,003 --> 00:15:38,138
Wind is just
pounding against--

280
00:15:38,171 --> 00:15:41,908
I'm surprised my shelter
is still up at this point.

281
00:15:41,941 --> 00:15:44,244
Man, I'm really gonna need
to reinforce this thing

282
00:15:44,277 --> 00:15:46,546
if these storms
are gonna keep happening.

283
00:15:46,579 --> 00:15:50,783
It's just been flapping
all over the place.

284
00:15:50,817 --> 00:15:53,786
Rain is coming down in sheets,

285
00:15:53,820 --> 00:15:55,655
huge drops, heavy,

286
00:15:55,688 --> 00:15:59,492
just "boom, boom, boom,
boom, boom."

287
00:15:59,526 --> 00:16:04,197
Shelter is just
whipping around like crazy,

288
00:16:04,231 --> 00:16:07,167
and you can just hear when
a big wind comes over the sea.

289
00:16:10,103 --> 00:16:12,805
You know, and we're on the--

290
00:16:12,839 --> 00:16:15,575
we're on the west side
of the island,

291
00:16:15,608 --> 00:16:19,379
the spot where all the crazy
weather comes through,

292
00:16:19,412 --> 00:16:21,914
you know, pretty much
unimpeded by anything,

293
00:16:21,948 --> 00:16:24,851
from the--from the Pacific.

294
00:16:27,620 --> 00:16:28,588
[loud crash]

295
00:16:33,993 --> 00:16:41,968
*

296
00:16:56,883 --> 00:16:59,219
(Sam)
There's something about this place,

297
00:16:59,252 --> 00:17:01,788
just pulls it out of you.

298
00:17:01,821 --> 00:17:05,525
Been out here alone for so long,
it's like, I can't stop thinking

299
00:17:05,558 --> 00:17:10,330
about, like, the way my wife
looks at me sometimes.

300
00:17:10,363 --> 00:17:12,065
(Alan)
I really miss my family.

301
00:17:12,099 --> 00:17:14,401
It's real.

302
00:17:14,434 --> 00:17:17,270
Now I'm starting
to question myself.

303
00:17:17,304 --> 00:17:19,372
You wonder if the people
in your life really know

304
00:17:19,406 --> 00:17:22,809
how much you love them.

305
00:17:22,842 --> 00:17:24,944
(Dustin)
Sitting around all day sucks.

306
00:17:24,977 --> 00:17:29,082
I'm not sure why I wanted
to do it, to be honest.

307
00:17:29,116 --> 00:17:30,683
This is just
completely different

308
00:17:30,717 --> 00:17:34,354
than any other thing
I've ever done.

309
00:17:34,387 --> 00:17:38,091
It makes me question, you know,
why be here?

310
00:17:38,125 --> 00:17:40,393
(Lucas)
This environment's tough.

311
00:17:40,427 --> 00:17:43,563
It's just what's inside me
that's tough sometimes too.

312
00:17:43,596 --> 00:17:46,666
I'm just--just breaking down
a little bit.

313
00:17:46,699 --> 00:17:50,002
*

314
00:17:50,036 --> 00:17:53,806
(Mitch)
I don't like being in these situations at all.

315
00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:56,776
If it doesn't get better,
then I might go home

316
00:17:56,809 --> 00:17:58,678
and continue on with my life.

317
00:17:58,711 --> 00:18:07,154
*

318
00:18:07,187 --> 00:18:08,355
It's time to go.

319
00:18:11,624 --> 00:18:16,596
*
There is hundred-foot-tall trees right outside my shelter,

320
00:18:16,629 --> 00:18:18,265
just swaying back and forth.

321
00:18:18,298 --> 00:18:21,434
You know, you're just
insignificant in this landscape.

322
00:18:21,468 --> 00:18:23,002
I am afraid.

323
00:18:23,035 --> 00:18:25,472
I didn't come here
to get killed.

324
00:18:25,505 --> 00:18:27,474
I just came out here
to prove this to myself,

325
00:18:27,507 --> 00:18:30,109
and that's no reason
to come out here.

326
00:18:30,143 --> 00:18:32,445
[waves crashing]

327
00:18:32,479 --> 00:18:35,482
I have to live with my decision.

328
00:18:35,515 --> 00:18:37,217
I don't have any regrets
coming here.

329
00:18:37,250 --> 00:18:39,286
I've learned a lot,

330
00:18:39,319 --> 00:18:43,623
and today is the best
I could do.

331
00:18:43,656 --> 00:18:50,197
Whether it's day 5
or day 14 or day 21,

332
00:18:50,230 --> 00:18:51,464
it doesn't matter.

333
00:18:51,498 --> 00:18:53,733
I mean, nobody knows
what it's like here

334
00:18:53,766 --> 00:18:57,136
except for the ten guys
out here doing it.

335
00:18:57,170 --> 00:19:00,373
[boat engine droning]

336
00:19:00,407 --> 00:19:08,348
*

337
00:19:18,458 --> 00:19:21,428
I'm just gonna go down
to the beach, hike around,

338
00:19:21,461 --> 00:19:25,765
see if I can get
any easy-to-catch prey.

339
00:19:25,798 --> 00:19:28,668
I know there are little crabs
in the area,

340
00:19:28,701 --> 00:19:30,970
so who knows?

341
00:19:31,003 --> 00:19:35,775
Maybe today will get me
where I need to go.

342
00:19:35,808 --> 00:19:40,647
*

343
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:42,649
The fact that my wife
is pregnant,

344
00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:45,885
that just really kills me.

345
00:19:45,918 --> 00:19:48,621
I have this duty to protect her
and to take care of her

346
00:19:48,655 --> 00:19:51,358
and to comfort her,
and being out in the woods,

347
00:19:51,391 --> 00:19:52,925
you can't do that.

348
00:19:52,959 --> 00:19:56,162
You have to just hope and pray
that she's fine

349
00:19:56,195 --> 00:20:00,567
and that she is somehow
gonna get through it.

350
00:20:00,600 --> 00:20:03,370
*

351
00:20:03,403 --> 00:20:04,371
Bunch of 'em.

352
00:20:04,404 --> 00:20:07,774
Man, just a bunch of crabs.

353
00:20:07,807 --> 00:20:11,077
This is awesome.

354
00:20:11,110 --> 00:20:14,481
Official count: 33.
33 crabs.

355
00:20:14,514 --> 00:20:17,116
That's a ton.
That's--

356
00:20:17,149 --> 00:20:19,419
I mean, they're small,
of course,

357
00:20:19,452 --> 00:20:22,422
but this is so freaking awesome.

358
00:20:22,455 --> 00:20:26,393
*

359
00:20:26,426 --> 00:20:30,196
Oh, man.
Holy crap.

360
00:20:30,229 --> 00:20:32,599
Oh--oh, shoot.

361
00:20:32,632 --> 00:20:39,706
*

362
00:20:39,739 --> 00:20:41,541
Oh, man.

363
00:20:41,574 --> 00:20:46,012
*

364
00:20:46,045 --> 00:20:48,515
Easily one of the best tastes
I've ever had.

365
00:20:48,548 --> 00:20:50,182
Maybe it's 'cause I'm starving.

366
00:20:55,488 --> 00:21:03,430
*

367
00:21:07,066 --> 00:21:09,736
(Lucas)
Last night was a crazy storm.

368
00:21:09,769 --> 00:21:11,538
I didn't get hardly any sleep.

369
00:21:11,571 --> 00:21:12,572
It was just nasty,

370
00:21:12,605 --> 00:21:16,576
blowing and blowing and blowing,
raining,

371
00:21:16,609 --> 00:21:19,178
and more wind than I've
ever experienced so far,

372
00:21:19,211 --> 00:21:23,115
but today is all about
making a boat.

373
00:21:23,149 --> 00:21:24,517
*

374
00:21:24,551 --> 00:21:27,420
So--so on a canoe,

375
00:21:27,454 --> 00:21:32,425
you have the front and the back,

376
00:21:32,459 --> 00:21:36,095
the bow and the stern,
and I'm gonna be making

377
00:21:36,128 --> 00:21:39,799
the internal frame pieces
for that.

378
00:21:39,832 --> 00:21:41,834
It's where all the wood
will come back around

379
00:21:41,868 --> 00:21:44,371
and tie into these pieces--
the front and the back.

380
00:21:44,404 --> 00:21:46,072
And so I've got a piece here.

381
00:21:46,105 --> 00:21:48,475
I'm gonna split it into two,
and then I'm gonna

382
00:21:48,508 --> 00:21:49,776
whittle it down,
chop it down

383
00:21:49,809 --> 00:21:53,145
so it's obvious--
they're pretty similar,

384
00:21:53,179 --> 00:21:56,115
and--and they'll be
the front and the back

385
00:21:56,148 --> 00:21:58,184
of my canoe, essentially.

386
00:21:58,217 --> 00:22:01,854
[ax chopping]

387
00:22:01,888 --> 00:22:04,357
I'm trying to understand
my situation.

388
00:22:04,391 --> 00:22:05,758
If you're living
out in the wild,

389
00:22:05,792 --> 00:22:08,561
you want to be close to water,
which I am,

390
00:22:08,595 --> 00:22:09,996
and you want to be
close to food,

391
00:22:10,029 --> 00:22:12,031
which I am not.

392
00:22:12,064 --> 00:22:16,636
And if that's the case,
I need to get a boat going,

393
00:22:16,669 --> 00:22:19,138
or I need to live right down
next to the ocean,

394
00:22:19,171 --> 00:22:20,573
or both.

395
00:22:20,607 --> 00:22:23,843
And so I want to explore
and see if there is a place

396
00:22:23,876 --> 00:22:26,413
that would be
better to camp.

397
00:22:26,446 --> 00:22:29,649
If I can make a little canoe,
I can cruise around

398
00:22:29,682 --> 00:22:31,484
and find a good location,
maybe even build

399
00:22:31,518 --> 00:22:34,353
before I get there,
maintaining this as my camp,

400
00:22:34,387 --> 00:22:36,856
or I can just do my daily trips
from my boat,

401
00:22:36,889 --> 00:22:40,159
and that would be
enough for food.

402
00:22:40,192 --> 00:22:42,228
That's pretty much
the shape I want.

403
00:22:42,261 --> 00:22:47,967
*

404
00:22:48,000 --> 00:22:50,002
All right.

405
00:22:50,036 --> 00:22:52,872
Just found a cedar pole
for my canoe.

406
00:22:52,905 --> 00:22:54,941
I'm gonna split it
down the middle.

407
00:22:54,974 --> 00:22:57,877
*

408
00:22:57,910 --> 00:22:59,812
What I'm doing with wood
is making a frame,

409
00:22:59,846 --> 00:23:01,848
so think of it
kind of like a basket,

410
00:23:01,881 --> 00:23:03,550
and then I'll take a tarp
and then wrap it

411
00:23:03,583 --> 00:23:05,885
around that basket,
which will create

412
00:23:05,918 --> 00:23:10,156
the waterproof membrane;
it's called the skin.

413
00:23:10,189 --> 00:23:11,624
[wood tapping]

414
00:23:11,658 --> 00:23:13,125
Switching up game plans.

415
00:23:13,159 --> 00:23:15,595
Trying to be flexible.

416
00:23:15,628 --> 00:23:19,599
Darwin is often misquoted
or misunderstood.

417
00:23:19,632 --> 00:23:21,668
A lot of people quote
Darwin as saying

418
00:23:21,701 --> 00:23:23,970
it's "the survival
of the fittest."

419
00:23:24,003 --> 00:23:26,839
I think, really,
what his work says is,

420
00:23:26,873 --> 00:23:29,408
"survival
of the most adaptable,"

421
00:23:29,442 --> 00:23:32,244
and that means being able
to roll with changes and punches

422
00:23:32,278 --> 00:23:33,580
and things like that.

423
00:23:33,613 --> 00:23:37,784
And certainly out here,
I'm gonna have to do that a lot.

424
00:23:37,817 --> 00:23:39,452
[clicks tongue]

425
00:23:39,486 --> 00:23:40,853
Not gonna work.

426
00:23:40,887 --> 00:23:44,724
*

427
00:23:44,757 --> 00:23:48,060
Sometimes I get my mind fixated
on an idea,

428
00:23:48,094 --> 00:23:51,664
and then when that idea
doesn't work out,

429
00:23:51,698 --> 00:23:54,066
I get all disgruntled.

430
00:23:54,100 --> 00:23:57,369
*

431
00:23:57,403 --> 00:23:59,338
I think there's a lot
of pressure,

432
00:23:59,371 --> 00:24:02,308
coming out here
to do something great,

433
00:24:02,341 --> 00:24:05,177
you know,
to be someone great

434
00:24:05,211 --> 00:24:09,381
and to make people proud,
make my family proud.

435
00:24:09,415 --> 00:24:17,356
*

436
00:24:19,391 --> 00:24:21,460
Well, I just had a...

437
00:24:24,631 --> 00:24:29,569
I think the first good cry
I've had

438
00:24:29,602 --> 00:24:32,639
in a long time.

439
00:24:32,672 --> 00:24:35,007
*

440
00:24:35,041 --> 00:24:37,510
I think I just, like, cried
for the last ten minutes

441
00:24:37,544 --> 00:24:41,247
on my knees,

442
00:24:41,280 --> 00:24:43,583
asking for help.

443
00:24:43,616 --> 00:24:48,788
*

444
00:24:48,821 --> 00:24:49,989
But I came here
'cause I wanted

445
00:24:50,022 --> 00:24:52,224
to do something great.

446
00:24:52,258 --> 00:24:56,295
*

447
00:24:56,328 --> 00:25:01,267
I wanted to--
I wanted to...

448
00:25:01,300 --> 00:25:03,335
make my family proud

449
00:25:03,369 --> 00:25:05,004
and my friends.

450
00:25:08,841 --> 00:25:14,313
I just don't want
to feel like I'm a loser.

451
00:25:14,346 --> 00:25:16,683
Sometimes I just feel so alone.

452
00:25:16,716 --> 00:25:17,950
I mean, of course I do
right now,

453
00:25:17,984 --> 00:25:20,653
but just sometimes
I feel so alone.

454
00:25:20,687 --> 00:25:23,155
*

455
00:25:23,189 --> 00:25:27,359
I just want to feel like
I've succeeded in something.

456
00:25:27,393 --> 00:25:29,896
If I can build this boat
and get it to float,

457
00:25:29,929 --> 00:25:31,598
I'll walk away
with my head up high.

458
00:25:31,631 --> 00:25:35,568
*

459
00:25:39,038 --> 00:25:42,041
[dramatic music]

460
00:25:42,074 --> 00:25:50,016
*

461
00:25:57,523 --> 00:26:01,628
(Lucas)
Today is gonna be a big day getting stuff done on the canoe.

462
00:26:01,661 --> 00:26:04,831
If I can make a little canoe,
I can cruise around

463
00:26:04,864 --> 00:26:05,865
and find a good location,

464
00:26:05,898 --> 00:26:07,233
maybe fishing from the boat.

465
00:26:07,266 --> 00:26:09,335
I can just do my daily trips
from my boat,

466
00:26:09,368 --> 00:26:10,970
and that would be
enough for food.

467
00:26:11,003 --> 00:26:13,139
*

468
00:26:13,172 --> 00:26:18,044
If I miss any one
of these little poke-y branches,

469
00:26:18,077 --> 00:26:19,846
it could mean sinking
in the ocean,

470
00:26:19,879 --> 00:26:25,151
because it could
puncture through

471
00:26:25,184 --> 00:26:28,187
while I'm putting weight on it,
and I can't have that.

472
00:26:28,220 --> 00:26:29,355
*

473
00:26:29,388 --> 00:26:34,260
I've never built
a canoe in my life.

474
00:26:34,293 --> 00:26:38,330
My father taught me
a lot of the basic skills.

475
00:26:38,364 --> 00:26:40,532
He taught me ingenuity.

476
00:26:40,566 --> 00:26:43,602
He taught me craftsmanship.

477
00:26:43,636 --> 00:26:46,072
And he's an amazing man.

478
00:26:46,105 --> 00:26:49,308
*

479
00:26:49,341 --> 00:26:51,610
I really took a lot
from my parents.

480
00:26:51,644 --> 00:26:53,479
I learned a lot
from them.

481
00:26:53,512 --> 00:26:56,082
And my father,
as I grew up,

482
00:26:56,115 --> 00:26:58,484
was definitely a hero of mine.

483
00:26:58,517 --> 00:27:00,787
Does this job come
with paper towels?

484
00:27:00,820 --> 00:27:03,923
Maybe some hand sanitizer?

485
00:27:03,956 --> 00:27:05,224
*

486
00:27:05,257 --> 00:27:06,659
You know,
there's this moment

487
00:27:06,693 --> 00:27:12,699
where me and my brother Sam
were helping him get firewood.

488
00:27:12,732 --> 00:27:14,934
I was probably, like, nine,
and Sam was probably,

489
00:27:14,967 --> 00:27:17,569
like, five or six,
and I went up to Sam,

490
00:27:17,603 --> 00:27:19,772
and I was like, "Sam,
do you think Dad's amazing?"

491
00:27:19,806 --> 00:27:21,140
He's like, "Yeah."

492
00:27:21,173 --> 00:27:23,776
And I'm like, "Sam, do you think
Dad's your hero?"

493
00:27:23,810 --> 00:27:25,344
And he's like,
"Yeah, definitely."

494
00:27:25,377 --> 00:27:28,247
I'm like,
"We should just say it."

495
00:27:28,280 --> 00:27:31,517
It took me so much courage
to come up to my dad

496
00:27:31,550 --> 00:27:36,856
and, as a kid, say,
"Dad, you're my hero."

497
00:27:36,889 --> 00:27:38,791
And he was like, "Wow."

498
00:27:38,825 --> 00:27:40,793
And we were kids,
and that was cute and all,

499
00:27:40,827 --> 00:27:42,461
but, like, we really meant it.

500
00:27:42,494 --> 00:27:46,098
Like, this--this guy is a...
is a special human being.

501
00:27:46,132 --> 00:27:50,336
This guy isn't
a survival expert, not at all.

502
00:27:50,369 --> 00:27:52,939
I didn't grow up
with a dad like that.

503
00:27:52,972 --> 00:27:53,940
I didn't need to.

504
00:27:53,973 --> 00:27:56,843
He was enough.

505
00:27:56,876 --> 00:27:59,178
So...

506
00:27:59,211 --> 00:28:02,648
thanks, Dad.

507
00:28:02,681 --> 00:28:06,652
Okay, got the front and the end
tied on the canoe,

508
00:28:06,685 --> 00:28:10,823
and now it's just
gonna take some more

509
00:28:10,857 --> 00:28:12,291
getting poles and time.

510
00:28:12,324 --> 00:28:15,862
Um...I'd say I'd be
setting sail

511
00:28:15,895 --> 00:28:19,031
in the end of four days.

512
00:28:19,065 --> 00:28:20,032
Yeah.

513
00:28:20,066 --> 00:28:22,969
*

514
00:28:23,002 --> 00:28:27,573
[water trickling]

515
00:28:27,606 --> 00:28:32,444
*

516
00:28:32,478 --> 00:28:35,547
[saw grinding]

517
00:28:35,581 --> 00:28:40,219
The emotional experience
and the spiritual experience

518
00:28:40,252 --> 00:28:42,855
that's happening out here
is profound.

519
00:28:42,889 --> 00:28:44,991
The same stuff that's
playing out in my life

520
00:28:45,024 --> 00:28:46,893
plays out out here,
like,

521
00:28:46,926 --> 00:28:48,727
"I don't know
where I should be.

522
00:28:48,761 --> 00:28:50,797
Is this the right place?"

523
00:28:50,830 --> 00:28:52,498
That's the question
I ask myself,

524
00:28:52,531 --> 00:28:54,566
whether I'm here
at this camp, like,

525
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:56,202
"Is this the right place?"

526
00:28:56,235 --> 00:28:57,603
or I'm out in the real world,

527
00:28:57,636 --> 00:28:59,305
like, "Should I be doing
this right now?

528
00:28:59,338 --> 00:29:01,841
Is this right?"

529
00:29:01,874 --> 00:29:06,913
I just have so much pressure
to be something great.

530
00:29:06,946 --> 00:29:12,318
*

531
00:29:12,351 --> 00:29:16,655
My parents went through a split
when I was 14, 15.

532
00:29:18,690 --> 00:29:20,827
I think my mom needed
something else,

533
00:29:20,860 --> 00:29:26,465
or she was feeling
like maybe something

534
00:29:26,498 --> 00:29:28,200
in her life
wasn't working out.

535
00:29:28,234 --> 00:29:31,170
[saw grinding]

536
00:29:31,203 --> 00:29:33,272
I think she wanted--
I think she wanted

537
00:29:33,305 --> 00:29:37,176
to do something great.

538
00:29:37,209 --> 00:29:41,814
[trees rustling]

539
00:29:41,848 --> 00:29:45,017
[rain pattering]

540
00:29:45,051 --> 00:29:49,121
I'm more emotionally raw
than I thought I'd be.

541
00:29:49,155 --> 00:29:51,090
I'm chewing on it right now.

542
00:29:51,123 --> 00:29:52,925
It's coming up.

543
00:29:52,959 --> 00:29:55,928
[rain pattering]

544
00:29:55,962 --> 00:30:02,268
*

545
00:30:02,301 --> 00:30:05,604
There are things out here that
make my heart go pitter-patter--

546
00:30:05,637 --> 00:30:07,273
you know, when I hear
a big, crashing noise

547
00:30:07,306 --> 00:30:10,276
in the bush at night
and I get up.

548
00:30:10,309 --> 00:30:14,680
But what I fear most
isn't out in these woods.

549
00:30:14,713 --> 00:30:18,817
I'm feeling things
I don't think I've ever felt,

550
00:30:18,851 --> 00:30:21,153
because there's
always been distractions.

551
00:30:21,187 --> 00:30:25,324
And with everything
just completely obliterated

552
00:30:25,357 --> 00:30:27,860
out of my life,
like, nothing--

553
00:30:27,894 --> 00:30:34,166
no phone, no computer,
no friends,

554
00:30:34,200 --> 00:30:38,304
I actually feel what it's like
to be me.

555
00:30:38,337 --> 00:30:40,639
*

556
00:30:40,672 --> 00:30:43,242
Getting there,
slow but sure.

557
00:30:43,275 --> 00:30:44,376
It's cold today, though.

558
00:30:44,410 --> 00:30:48,014
*

559
00:30:48,047 --> 00:30:49,481
Yeah, I wonder
if what I'm looking for

560
00:30:49,515 --> 00:30:52,551
is really to be
the last survivor

561
00:30:52,584 --> 00:30:56,788
or more so just really to see
what's inside me.

562
00:30:56,822 --> 00:31:01,127
*

563
00:31:11,703 --> 00:31:13,539
Whoo!

564
00:31:13,572 --> 00:31:16,742
This whole process has been
quite a roller coaster

565
00:31:16,775 --> 00:31:20,612
of emotions,
and I wonder

566
00:31:20,646 --> 00:31:21,880
where it's gonna take me.

567
00:31:21,914 --> 00:31:23,815
[rain pattering]

568
00:31:23,849 --> 00:31:31,790
*

569
00:31:35,594 --> 00:31:39,565
(Sam)
It's getting tougher and tougher as the days go by.

570
00:31:39,598 --> 00:31:41,667
*

571
00:31:41,700 --> 00:31:43,936
Really, really difficult
at times.

572
00:31:43,970 --> 00:31:46,838
All you want to do is go home
and be warm and dry

573
00:31:46,872 --> 00:31:50,209
and eat some good food
and talk to your wife

574
00:31:50,242 --> 00:31:51,210
at the end of the day.

575
00:31:51,243 --> 00:31:55,414
That's all you want to do.

576
00:31:55,447 --> 00:31:58,250
So while part of me wants to,
like, go back to my shelter

577
00:31:58,284 --> 00:32:00,586
and mope all day,
the other part of me

578
00:32:00,619 --> 00:32:02,721
just wants to go get
some food.

579
00:32:02,754 --> 00:32:05,324
So what I'm gonna do
is go on a hunt

580
00:32:05,357 --> 00:32:07,459
for some bull kelp.

581
00:32:07,493 --> 00:32:11,263
They're pretty much all over,
but I want to find a newer one,

582
00:32:11,297 --> 00:32:14,100
one that's not
all brown and gross.

583
00:32:14,133 --> 00:32:17,369
Even though it's not fish,
it's something, you know?

584
00:32:17,403 --> 00:32:22,174
*

585
00:32:22,208 --> 00:32:25,211
There's something really
peaceful about this place,

586
00:32:25,244 --> 00:32:29,781
how it's just surrounded by
these beautiful, towering trees.

587
00:32:29,815 --> 00:32:33,219
*

588
00:32:33,252 --> 00:32:36,755
Everything's so green and lush.

589
00:32:36,788 --> 00:32:39,658
I'm not--I'm not usually

590
00:32:39,691 --> 00:32:43,595
a sentimental guy,

591
00:32:43,629 --> 00:32:47,966
not really.

592
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:53,839
I try to just be goofy
as much as possible.

593
00:32:53,872 --> 00:32:57,543
There's something
about this place,

594
00:32:57,576 --> 00:33:00,146
just pulls it out of you.

595
00:33:00,179 --> 00:33:03,515
For all of week one,
I just pushed it.

596
00:33:03,549 --> 00:33:06,718
I just pushed it aside
as hard as I could.

597
00:33:06,752 --> 00:33:11,157
Like, I didn't--
I didn't think about home.

598
00:33:11,190 --> 00:33:17,796
I didn't think about my wife
or my soon-to-be little boy.

599
00:33:17,829 --> 00:33:18,964
There's something about it,

600
00:33:18,997 --> 00:33:20,699
being out here alone
for so long.

601
00:33:20,732 --> 00:33:23,669
It's like, I just can't--
I can't stop

602
00:33:23,702 --> 00:33:27,573
thinking about them,
because I knew,

603
00:33:27,606 --> 00:33:31,477
the second--the second
I thought about those guys,

604
00:33:31,510 --> 00:33:34,913
it would just tear me up
and my days here

605
00:33:34,946 --> 00:33:38,617
would just be numbered.

606
00:33:38,650 --> 00:33:41,587
[sobbing]

607
00:33:45,957 --> 00:33:48,927
[dramatic music]

608
00:33:48,960 --> 00:33:56,902
*

609
00:34:02,941 --> 00:34:06,112
[scraping]

610
00:34:06,145 --> 00:34:07,779
(Alan)
A lot of rain here.

611
00:34:07,813 --> 00:34:10,782
This is a severely rainy
environment.

612
00:34:10,816 --> 00:34:13,051
I find it disagreeable.

613
00:34:13,085 --> 00:34:16,021
[rocks scraping]

614
00:34:19,024 --> 00:34:23,995
So I'm sitting here
rubbing two rocks together,

615
00:34:24,029 --> 00:34:27,699
working on my
sharpening stone some.

616
00:34:27,733 --> 00:34:29,835
As far as the tides go,
I've pretty much settled

617
00:34:29,868 --> 00:34:31,403
into a two-meal-a-day thing,

618
00:34:31,437 --> 00:34:33,705
because there isn't
a lunchtime tide.

619
00:34:33,739 --> 00:34:36,275
There's just a breakfast
and supper tide, that's all.

620
00:34:36,308 --> 00:34:40,946
I've eaten about twice a day,
I guess.

621
00:34:40,979 --> 00:34:42,848
And what's funny is,
I feel satisfied

622
00:34:42,881 --> 00:34:45,484
on the smaller portions.

623
00:34:45,517 --> 00:34:47,619
This is
how hunter-gatherers ate.

624
00:34:47,653 --> 00:34:49,655
You know,
they ate what they needed.

625
00:34:49,688 --> 00:34:51,790
They didn't do anything
that they didn't have to.

626
00:34:51,823 --> 00:34:56,128
They conserved their energy,
and they lived smart, you know?

627
00:34:56,162 --> 00:34:59,465
There's no point in burning
energy that you don't have to.

628
00:35:02,368 --> 00:35:04,136
In modern society,
we would look on that

629
00:35:04,170 --> 00:35:07,939
as laziness,
but I look on it as efficient.

630
00:35:07,973 --> 00:35:11,177
Efficiency.

631
00:35:11,210 --> 00:35:14,146
[rocks scraping]

632
00:35:19,651 --> 00:35:22,621
[singing operatically]

633
00:35:30,061 --> 00:35:33,031
[rocks scraping]

634
00:35:34,666 --> 00:35:42,641
*

635
00:35:50,416 --> 00:35:53,118
(Mitch)
So I'm out here scouting, and I'm following

636
00:35:53,151 --> 00:35:57,323
this game trail
that's near my camp.

637
00:35:57,356 --> 00:36:02,394
One thing I see
on this game trail

638
00:36:02,428 --> 00:36:06,064
is some bear scat.

639
00:36:06,097 --> 00:36:09,701
Looks like this bear has been
eating a lot of berries.

640
00:36:09,735 --> 00:36:12,771
ranches rustling]

641
00:36:12,804 --> 00:36:17,809
*

642
00:36:17,843 --> 00:36:21,179
We follow this...

643
00:36:21,213 --> 00:36:25,484
and see
a big burrow right there,

644
00:36:25,517 --> 00:36:30,121
or a den.

645
00:36:30,155 --> 00:36:35,827
That might be the--
the bear's home right there.

646
00:36:35,861 --> 00:36:38,264
I'm not sure,
but I don't plan on checking.

647
00:36:38,297 --> 00:36:41,066
[chuckles]

648
00:36:41,099 --> 00:36:49,040
*

649
00:36:52,077 --> 00:36:54,313
(Lucas)
Well, I'm about to put the canoe in the water,

650
00:36:54,346 --> 00:36:59,084
and I feel like this is a--
this might be it for me.

651
00:36:59,117 --> 00:37:00,552
Today is a big day.

652
00:37:00,586 --> 00:37:03,555
It's a cold day too,
so while it's a big day,

653
00:37:03,589 --> 00:37:06,325
to see if this actually floats,
I've got to be prepared

654
00:37:06,358 --> 00:37:07,959
for the fact that it doesn't.

655
00:37:07,993 --> 00:37:09,795
I might even go in the drink.

656
00:37:09,828 --> 00:37:14,099
And if I get wet
and 40 degrees out--

657
00:37:14,132 --> 00:37:15,667
it's plenty cold--

658
00:37:15,701 --> 00:37:17,035
I've got to be prepared
for that,

659
00:37:17,068 --> 00:37:19,305
so I have a few extra pieces
of firewood gathered.

660
00:37:19,338 --> 00:37:21,407
I normally would get
my firewood at night,

661
00:37:21,440 --> 00:37:23,375
but I've got some going now.

662
00:37:23,409 --> 00:37:24,710
I've got a good fire going.

663
00:37:24,743 --> 00:37:26,478
My sleeping bag's ready.

664
00:37:26,512 --> 00:37:28,614
I've got dry clothes set up.

665
00:37:28,647 --> 00:37:31,149
I've got my paddle carved.

666
00:37:31,182 --> 00:37:36,722
Pretty much, it's just hauling
the boat down--down the way.

667
00:37:36,755 --> 00:37:38,290
This is--this is big, guys.

668
00:37:38,324 --> 00:37:41,192
*

669
00:37:41,226 --> 00:37:44,563
Whoa.
[chuckles]

670
00:37:44,596 --> 00:37:46,264
[grunts]

671
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:50,736
Okay...

672
00:37:56,708 --> 00:37:59,077
[breathing heavily]

673
00:37:59,110 --> 00:38:01,413
If I get this moving,
I can do fishing from the boat,

674
00:38:01,447 --> 00:38:05,283
I can start getting
bottom feeders,

675
00:38:05,317 --> 00:38:07,886
and I have access to beaches,
and also,

676
00:38:07,919 --> 00:38:09,921
I can see that there's
tributaries across the way.

677
00:38:09,955 --> 00:38:12,424
There's rivers, so there's
got to blmon at the base.

678
00:38:12,458 --> 00:38:15,494
So I open up the door
for my resources

679
00:38:15,527 --> 00:38:18,530
to go from shore fishing
and gathering mussels

680
00:38:18,564 --> 00:38:21,299
to opening up and being able
to go so much further

681
00:38:21,333 --> 00:38:23,969
and even potentially
moving my camp.

682
00:38:24,002 --> 00:38:25,704
But first things first--
I got to see

683
00:38:25,737 --> 00:38:29,207
if this floats,
so this is huge.

684
00:38:29,240 --> 00:38:33,345
*

685
00:38:33,379 --> 00:38:36,314
[tarp rustling]

686
00:38:41,019 --> 00:38:43,855
In the future,
I want to put more--

687
00:38:43,889 --> 00:38:48,394
I want this to be sewed on,
and...

688
00:38:48,427 --> 00:38:51,863
have a bunch
of security at the ends.

689
00:38:51,897 --> 00:38:54,466
Right now, it doesn't,
but that's about

690
00:38:54,500 --> 00:38:56,968
as good as it's gonna get.

691
00:38:57,002 --> 00:39:02,841
And if she doesn't float
right now, then, well...

692
00:39:02,874 --> 00:39:03,909
I'm just going big.

693
00:39:03,942 --> 00:39:05,977
It's probably my nature
to a fault

694
00:39:06,011 --> 00:39:09,080
to want to do things
to the next level.

695
00:39:09,114 --> 00:39:11,817
It's possible that this
is actually what takes me out

696
00:39:11,850 --> 00:39:14,986
or what shoots me
through the roof.

697
00:39:15,020 --> 00:39:17,956
*

698
00:39:23,995 --> 00:39:31,970
*

699
00:39:39,010 --> 00:39:41,980
[breathing heavily]

700
00:39:44,049 --> 00:39:45,283
(Lucas)
Today is a big day.

701
00:39:45,316 --> 00:39:47,352
I'm about to put
the canoe in the water.

702
00:39:47,385 --> 00:39:50,422
If I get this moving,
I open up the door

703
00:39:50,456 --> 00:39:52,824
for my resources
to go from shore fishing

704
00:39:52,858 --> 00:39:54,025
and gathering mussels

705
00:39:54,059 --> 00:39:56,628
to being able
to go so much further

706
00:39:56,662 --> 00:39:59,898
and even potentially
moving my camp.

707
00:39:59,931 --> 00:40:03,435
So this is huge.
This is huge, huge.

708
00:40:03,469 --> 00:40:05,937
It's a cold day too,
so I've got to be prepared

709
00:40:05,971 --> 00:40:10,041
for the fact that if I get wet
and it's 40 degrees out,

710
00:40:10,075 --> 00:40:13,178
it might be it for me.

711
00:40:13,211 --> 00:40:18,784
And if she doesn't float
right now, then, well...

712
00:40:18,817 --> 00:40:20,586
what do I say?

713
00:40:20,619 --> 00:40:22,320
*

714
00:40:22,353 --> 00:40:23,689
I'm just going big.

715
00:40:23,722 --> 00:40:25,591
It's probably my nature
to a fault

716
00:40:25,624 --> 00:40:28,794
to want to do things
to the next level.

717
00:40:28,827 --> 00:40:31,329
It's possible that this
is actually what takes me out

718
00:40:31,362 --> 00:40:34,065
or what shoots me
through the roof.

719
00:40:34,099 --> 00:40:36,367
It's just kind of
one of those situations.

720
00:40:36,401 --> 00:40:42,574
*

721
00:40:42,608 --> 00:40:44,175
[tarp rustling]

722
00:40:44,209 --> 00:40:47,078
Oh, my God.

723
00:40:47,112 --> 00:40:48,814
It works.

724
00:40:48,847 --> 00:40:52,450
[laughs]

725
00:40:52,484 --> 00:40:54,886
Oh, my God,
I can't believe it.

726
00:40:54,920 --> 00:40:58,056
Ugh, all these branches
in my face.

727
00:40:58,089 --> 00:41:01,860
[sighs]

728
00:41:01,893 --> 00:41:04,596
[laughs]

729
00:41:06,064 --> 00:41:08,033
Oh, my God.

730
00:41:08,066 --> 00:41:11,369
[laughs]

731
00:41:11,402 --> 00:41:15,507
I've got a boat, man.

732
00:41:15,541 --> 00:41:16,775
Is it leaking?

733
00:41:16,808 --> 00:41:19,578
I don't see it.

734
00:41:19,611 --> 00:41:21,379
This is amazing.

735
00:41:21,412 --> 00:41:22,814
I'm out here
in the middle of the water.

736
00:41:22,848 --> 00:41:25,050
It's dangerous and hypothermic

737
00:41:25,083 --> 00:41:27,819
and stupid if I fail,

738
00:41:27,853 --> 00:41:30,522
but it's working.

739
00:41:30,556 --> 00:41:32,323
And now it just needs
a little modifications.

740
00:41:32,357 --> 00:41:35,326
It tracks pretty hard
to one side.

741
00:41:35,360 --> 00:41:38,163
Oh, my God,
this is so scary.

742
00:41:38,196 --> 00:41:40,632
I can't believe it.

743
00:41:40,666 --> 00:41:44,069
This is freedom,
this ability to explore.

744
00:41:44,102 --> 00:41:47,072
[laughs]

745
00:41:47,105 --> 00:41:55,981
*

746
00:41:56,014 --> 00:41:59,951
Whoo!

747
00:41:59,985 --> 00:42:01,086
Yeah!

748
00:42:01,119 --> 00:42:03,622
[laughs]

749
00:42:03,655 --> 00:42:05,023
I got a boat.

750
00:42:05,056 --> 00:42:06,324
Oh, my gosh.

751
00:42:06,357 --> 00:42:09,695
It don't--it don't...
always go straight,

752
00:42:09,728 --> 00:42:11,362
but it works.

753
00:42:11,396 --> 00:42:18,837
*

754
00:42:18,870 --> 00:42:21,206
I did it.

755
00:42:21,239 --> 00:42:22,540
I made a boat.

756
00:42:22,574 --> 00:42:24,542
[laughs]

757
00:42:24,576 --> 00:42:28,847
*

758
00:42:28,880 --> 00:42:30,816
(Alan)
I'm gonna make a cooking camp.

759
00:42:30,849 --> 00:42:32,784
I don't want it really close
to my sleeping camp.

760
00:42:32,818 --> 00:42:34,419
Don't want
any unwanted guests.

761
00:42:34,452 --> 00:42:36,254
(Lucas)
Oh, my gosh, I'm catching the current.

762
00:42:36,287 --> 00:42:37,689
Huge, tremendous whirlpools.

763
00:42:37,723 --> 00:42:39,090
How am I gonna get home?

764
00:42:39,124 --> 00:42:40,992
I can't make these currents.
It's just too much.

765
00:42:41,026 --> 00:42:42,961
(Mitch)
My gear is growing mold.

766
00:42:42,994 --> 00:42:43,995
It's been wet for so long.

767
00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:45,030
That's bad news.

768
00:42:45,063 --> 00:42:46,898
See the mold?
It's not good.

769
00:42:46,932 --> 00:42:50,636
It's the hardest on you
psychologically and physically.

770
00:42:50,669 --> 00:42:51,937
It's just relentless.

771
00:42:51,970 --> 00:42:54,272
Days like this make you want
to hit the old button.

772
00:42:54,305 --> 00:42:55,373
(Mitch)
Cold, wet.

773
00:42:55,406 --> 00:42:57,308
Who wants to sleep
in that environment?

774
00:42:57,342 --> 00:43:00,311
(Lucas)
I just feel raw out here. I feel really raw.

775
00:43:00,345 --> 00:43:05,283
*


